what is up with this weather!
i mean seriously! the first two days it was GORGEOUS! and then it was complete down pour. and now suddenly its niceish. the old saying is "april showers bring may flowers". but what is this? may showers bring june flowers? thats not right!
come on! i want to break out the sundresses and its making me wear jeans that i'm so tired of! blarg!
any way so this week was decent
my boyfriend and i of just over a month broke up, wait let me check the calendar on my phone...... ok 37 days. which is pretty good i guess. well not really since people i know have been going out for years. wow that takes commitment! like my brother (DARN HIM) and his girlfriend (who i adore) will have been dating for THREE yes THREE years in october! isnt that crazy! they survived their first year of college and they are STILL a couple.
i on the other hand am not as lucky.
i try and fail alot.
i learn things the hard way. unfortunantly.
anyway it was weird for the first few days with out him since we usually spend lunch together but now were talking again and its just like old times when we were just friends :) but what was nice since he is kind of a big guy, all of those annoying guys that try to flirt with me left me alone because they were scared of him. it was great! i half wanted to show i mean have him meet that one annoying kid that i mentioned about in my first blog, so the annoying kid would know not to annoy me any more because there would be *bleep* to pay! ha ha!
we just found out we didnt have any chemistry which is an odd thing to tell a person, let me just tell you that!
anyway i have determined this week as "break up week" because alot of people i know are breaking up. ive only seen one couple get together. one of my best friends and her boyfriend. me and alex. maria schriver and arnold schwarzenegger. i mean what they heck!
apparently this happens all the time. two weeks after prom and people realize that the person they took to prom wasnt exactly who they thought they were and just sort of wanted them for a date and not anything more.so they break up. sad really. but many of those people are going off to college and who wants to be held down by a relationship that just sort of started because you didnt want to be the only person with out a date.part of the reason why we broke up.
relationships are hard.
let me just tell you that.
the longest legitimate relationship i've had was this just recent one and the one before that was exactly 28 days. woohoo i improved by 9 more days with this guy.
i guess i was going out with nick for three months in 7th grade. but we didnt do anything. we just sat on the bus together. i think he might have bought me my ticket to my first middle school dance. i still havent paid him back.... maybe i should do that some day....
i dont understand people who have had like 15 different girlfriends/boyfrineds. that just doesnt make sense! first off- how they heck do you get all those people to like you! oh wait i just thought of it ......ewwww!
second-how do you put your heart into a relationship when youve done it many other times with other people.
third-why do you break up and then go onto another person. wouldnt being in a bad relationship deter you from going into another.
i dont know! i dont get it! its just confusing!
relationships-darn them
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