Friday, December 30, 2011

what is the deal with getting a new years kiss?

what is the deal with a new years kiss?

i mean really people

people make all this hype about kissing someone at midnight on new years eve
whats the magic behind that besides any other time of the year?
is it some horny hormone crazed moment where your just acting like everybody else?
bunch of sheep
or are you doing it because it actually means something
welcoming the new year with the people you love
or if your in time square- a bunch of random horny strangers :D
- my question is. if you are in times square why would you kiss a random stranger? that just seems icky to me


but whats so magical about having a kiss?
are you actually going to end up with this person?
like getting one kiss could change everything?

well i honestly could care less if i get a kiss on new years
i used to care and i was self conscious because i was the only one that didn't have someone to kiss at midnight
and you know what?

now i don't give a crap
i could honestly care less if i have some one to kiss at midnight

if i get kissed- great, cool, whatever.
- I've sort of stopped believing in fairy tales so that includes getting kissed on new years
if not- that's totally fine with me
but i wont beat myself up over not getting a kiss
life is too short to worry about the small stuff like not getting kissed


so go on and pucker up for your midnight kiss
all you girls put on your favorite raspberry lemonade lipgloss and guys pop your breath mints
i'll be singing aud lang syne and toasting to the new year
instead of playing tonsil hockey like 99.99% of the rest of the population
guess whose not going to be the sheep on new years eve?
this girl

- dare to be different :) and love yourself for it

<3

Sunday, December 25, 2011

17

my life as a 17 year old girl is almost over
currently in about three hours i will be a scary 18 year old
a LEGAL ADULT!!!
eep!
i can buy cigarettes
and dry ice
woopie i can make smoking toilets
oh and lottery tickets :D
 so i have learned a few things from being an average 17 year old girl

such as

-don't drive on a flat
-make sure your lights are off before you leave your car or your car will die
-make sure to defrost your car all the way- its the scariest thing in the world when you cant see and your having your little sister direct you into the Safeway parking lot
-watch your gas gauge
     -as you can see most of my learning has been about my car
- make sure you have your keys in your hand before you exit your care and accidentally lock them in there
       -i have done that twice. once while i was at my field experience and once when it was freezing cold outside
              - if you do manage to lock your keys in your car make sure you at least have a phone, a warm jacket and get an extra set outside of your car. even a coat hanger on hand helps
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- don't associate with people that suggest you to come over to their house and you don't know them all that 
              - as in creepy boys
- prom is pretty cool. not as cool as its making it out to be but its still pretty awesome
- its totally fine to be a "single lady"
- you don't have to have a date to fit in
- don't date friends- EVER
- don't think about going out with people that flirt allot just because they are"nice"
-protect your heart
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-don't give in to drama. drama is just caused by people that are too petty or too proud to accept another persons differences.
            - the bigger person is the first one to say that they are sorry
- don't believe everything that people tell you. you have to think for themselves
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-don't over schedule yourself
- if you get on probation in NHS. show ms low wrong and get off probation the next semester
-start studying for AP tests early
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-don't get your hopes up too high because when they fall you will be a blubbering mass of jello
-put yourself out there. if you act like yourself  you will attract people that love you for who you are and weed out the people that don't really matter in your life
- don't be afraid to speak your mind
-be honest-but don't be mean while being honest
-don't doubt yourself. your capable of so much if you just believe in yourself
-ask why not

live
laugh
love allot
and be fearless
that's my new years resolution
to be fearless
i know that sounds totally cliche
but it works for me :)